{"id":160,"date":"2010-01-29T21:57:00","date_gmt":"2010-01-29T12:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/?p=160"},"modified":"2010-08-17T22:12:56","modified_gmt":"2010-08-17T13:12:56","slug":"honestly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/honestly\/","title":{"rendered":"Honestly"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><br class=\"spacer_\" \/><\/p>\n<p>My love<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m nothing in your wake<\/p>\n<p>the youth you hold<\/p>\n<p>makes me quake<\/p>\n<p>and it is all I can do<\/p>\n<p>to hold this clay that aches,<\/p>\n<p>together\u00a0 &#8212; all for your sake.<\/p>\n<p><br class=\"spacer_\" \/><\/p>\n<p>You are a fist<\/p>\n<p>that comes down upon my heart<\/p>\n<p>giving a life<\/p>\n<p>a spark, a start<\/p>\n<p>all so I can plead your case<\/p>\n<p>before time&#8217;s royal immense face.<\/p>\n<p><br class=\"spacer_\" \/><\/p>\n<p>My love,<\/p>\n<p>don&#8217;t take these stuttered words for truth.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m only like you<\/p>\n<p>who so perfectly fill up space<\/p>\n<p>that other&#8217;s only suffer from.<\/p>\n<p>Exist and shine<\/p>\n<p>like an unseen sun<\/p>\n<p>beyond the incompletness<\/p>\n<p>we are burnt by.<\/p>\n<p><br class=\"spacer_\" \/><\/p>\n<p>O! how foolish I was<\/p>\n<p>trying to douse your flames!<\/p>\n<p>Instead I climb these steps<\/p>\n<p>and make of myself an offering.<\/p>\n<p><br class=\"spacer_\" \/><\/p>\n<p>This is no boast.\u00a0 Honestly.<\/p>\n<p><br class=\"spacer_\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I am handing you the knife &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My love I&#8217;m nothing in your wake the youth you hold makes me quake and it is all I can do to hold this clay that aches, together\u00a0 &#8212; all for your sake. You are a fist that comes down upon my heart giving a life a spark, a start all so I can plead &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/honestly\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Honestly<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-160","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=160"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":232,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160\/revisions\/232"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=160"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=160"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=160"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}