{"id":949,"date":"2019-09-29T23:24:57","date_gmt":"2019-09-30T03:24:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/?p=949"},"modified":"2019-09-29T23:24:57","modified_gmt":"2019-09-30T03:24:57","slug":"endings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/endings\/","title":{"rendered":"Endings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m tired.<br \/>\nTruthfully. Sincerely.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve had enough. <\/p>\n<p>There should be a place you can go<br \/>\nlike a massage parlor<br \/>\nwhere you enter, relax<br \/>\nand then don&#8217;t come out<br \/>\n(of course, you pay upfront).<br \/>\nClean, tidy, that&#8217;s all she wrote.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not asking for much.<br \/>\nMaybe some nice music,<br \/>\na glass of wine, a hand to hold<br \/>\nthen it&#8217;s over<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re outta here. <\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s too many of us here anyway.<br \/>\nWhy does it have to be so difficult<br \/>\nto exit stage left, do the sayonara?<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to run in front of a bus<br \/>\njump off a bridge or hang alone from a door frame.<br \/>\nI just want to get it done<br \/>\nsanely, safely<br \/>\nlike how you shut off the lights<br \/>\ngracefully, contentedly<br \/>\nafter a full day of sun at the beach. <\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;re all gonna die<br \/>\nso once you&#8217;ve put in a good number of years<br \/>\nyou should be allowed<br \/>\na coward&#8217;s way out.<br \/>\nYou&#8217;ve earned it.<br \/>\nDontcha think?<\/p>\n<p>Can someone tell me<br \/>\nwhere my off button is? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m tired. Truthfully. Sincerely. I&#8217;ve had enough. There should be a place you can go like a massage parlor where you enter, relax and then don&#8217;t come out (of course, you pay upfront). Clean, tidy, that&#8217;s all she wrote. I&#8217;m not asking for much. Maybe some nice music, a glass of wine, a hand to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/endings\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Endings<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-949","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-more-poems","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/949","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=949"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/949\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":950,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/949\/revisions\/950"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=949"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=949"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ddeubel.me\/poetry\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=949"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}